Muselist

May. 18th, 2025 02:12 pm
eloquencejones: (mars)
LINE 'EM UP
COMIC-BASED CANONS


Dick Grayson
justlikeacircus
Batman




Dick Grayson
utilitybelted
Young Justice




Beck Grayson
acrobachick
Rule63!DC




Thor
asgirldian
Rule63!MCU




Tony Stark
virginscotch
MCU Uni AU




Peter Parker
decayratealgorithm
Amazing Spider-Man




Bucky Barnes
mynameisbucky
MCU




Edward Nygma
certifiedsane
Gotham


TV SHOWS


Jack Rackham
calicojack
Black Sails




Gaius Maecenas
smirkinbackground
Rome




Ripper
watchmerip
Buffy




Merlin
washessocks
Merlin




Stiles
keepsmeawake
Teen Wolf




Dirk Gently
gentlydoesit
DGHDA


BOOKS & MYTHOLOGY


Biffy
justdandy
Parasol Protectorate




Crowley
tendencytohiss
Good Omens




Maladict
coffeedependant
Monstrous Regiment




Fenrir
ragnarokwolf
Norse Myth




Loki
theliesmith
Norse Myth




Young Loki
fireflie
Norse Myth




Leviathan/Envy
sea_green
Angelic Myth


MOVIES & VIDEO GAMES


William Shakespeare
coughthroughit
Shakespeare In Love




Charlie Conway
tripledeke
Mighty Ducks




Jillian Holtzmann
newtoys
Ghostbusters 2016



Newt Scamander
get_in
Fantastic Beasts




Leonardo Da Vinci
pressotohug
Assassin's Creed



Ezio Auditore
tuttoelecito
Assassin's Creed



Union Jack
flagman
Avenger's Academy




Prompto
chocobobutt
FFXV


ANIMATION


Mad Hatter
cleancup_movedown
Alice In Wonderland




Duo Maxwell
nevertellalie
Gundam Wing




Pumkin
new_feets
Baman Piderman




Nagisa
sugarprotected
Free!




Stitch
highbadnesslevel
Lilo and Stitch




Tulio
blamingmiguel
Road To El Dorado


ORIGINAL


Helka
wintersnake
LARP OC




Ilya
smokeandmirror
Dragon OC




Crow
notguiltree
Fae OC




Lark
havinalark
Thief OC


HETALIA


Hungary
godschosenskillet
Hetalia




Chibi Hungary
latedeveloper
Hetalia




2p! Hungary
manlierthanyou
Hetalia




Hungary
iskolaslany
Gakuen Hetalia




Finland
fragileflower
Hetalia




Finland
finnishingschool
Gakuen Hetalia




Norway
fjordic
Hetalia




Norway
crossofgold
Gakuen Hetalia




Anicent Rome
concubitusimperium
Hetalia




Canada
whoareyouagain
Hetalia





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Melancholia

May. 4th, 2016 09:07 pm
eloquencejones: (Default)
I'm sitting in a pub on my laptop listening to some terrible Spanish music while my wife pretends to be a vampire prince. I'm too sad to join her as a Finnish vampire journalist.

Sometimes my life sounds particularly strange when I put it into words, and normally I wouldn't change it at all, I love my wife and our strange hobbies, LARP is a lot of fun and it makes me pretty happy, but I'm struggling to be happy lately and I don't understand why.

I realise my hormones are particularly poorly placed, I am due on imminently and that usually spells badness for my emotional health, and it doesn't help that I recently lost out on a promotion at work to somebody I didn't feel was the best person for the job. There are other opportunities on the horizon but they seem too far away right now, the job that I love and enjoy has become a source of sadness and I wish I could shake it but I can't. I still enjoy it, and it still has all the things that I always loved about it, but for some reason I just feel... everything is a struggle. It took all my effort to go to roller derby last night, and I've only been doing that for just over a week, I shouldn't have that much struggle for a new hobby that I actually really like.

I was so proud of myself when I got home, I pushed through my sadness, I tried my hardest and I got somewhere, I could see the improvement, I did everything and I made it through, and then tonight... tonight I can't even bring myself to put on my star wars t-shirt and go through to the other room and pretend to be the happy little Finn I so adore to play.

I want to change but I don't know what to, I want to do something different, anything, I don't.... I barely even know what I'm typing right now I just wanted to get some thoughts onto the page and this seemed like the best method?

I mostly just feel out of it lately, like I'm having trouble connecting to anything, to people or things, I feel like nobody cares, but also feel selfish for thinking that? Like I feel like I can't imagine everybody hates me because that would be too self centred, so instead I just imagine that nobody is really bothered one way or another, and if I disappeared off the face of the internet tomorrow they probably would barely notice.

It's a real struggle and I have no idea what to do about it. I just don't know.

Greetings

Mar. 29th, 2012 11:34 am
eloquencejones: (Default)
Hello and welcome to my world. I essentially made this journal as nothing more than an anchoring point now that I have multiple character journals on here, and am considering joining a game... but I do claim the name eloquence, so perhaps I'll make better use of it.

You may find fandom ramblings, obscure nonsense, graphics or fanfiction, or rants about whatever issues I feel important to me at the time.
You may find absolutely nothing.

But come along, dear friends, make yourselves comfortable and settle down, whatever you may find here, you will find that you are welcome.

May 2016

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